Just over two years ago, my life took a dramatic left turn onto an unknown and very frightening road. I found out, quite by accident, mind you, that the man I'd spent the last ten years with, and to whom I'd committed my life, was leaving me. What's worse, he was leaving me to raise not one, but TWO, special needs children by myself.
Let me assure you that I've gotten past the hurt, fear and betrayal I felt at the time, and have tried to move on with my life. My ex, however, keeps doing stupid, nasty, and ILLEGAL shit that keeps us "tied" together. The love and devotion I felt for him has since turned into anger and bitterness, and I'm at the point of actually despising him.
This is my attempt to put my thoughts down into a somewhat manageable space and try to let it go as much as I can. Maybe if I jot things down, I'll stop reliving all the shitty things he's done every time he does something ELSE just as bad, or even worse.
If you're reading this, welcome aboard. We'll take this little ride down "Nightmare Lane" together. Feel free to make comments, and if you're in a similar situation, we can commiserate together.
Until tomorrow, when I'll begin with the first chapter ...
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